Live in your head
live in your head
live in your head
unconsciously, accidentally
and listened to the Pacific Ocean
and saw the cities
and believed in eternal love
and thought - forever
live in your head
and loving you unjustifiably, desperately
live in your head
and kill you unknowingly, accidentally
unconsciously, accidentally
confused in complete darkness
turned on your lights
the sky collapsed in the room
left all alone
live in your head
and loving you unjustifiably, desperately
live in your head
and kill you unknowingly, accidentally
unconsciously, accidentally
live in your head
Coffeevino
let me go. I fell apart
coffevino, group "cinema"
someone's window, there are ghosts in it
let me go. I'll like it
coffee, I don't care
a thousand years, what do people think about me?
I care
but I care what you think
I don't care what you think
let me go. I'm confused
coffee, one thing
I haven't been able to choose for a long time
let me go. oh please
coffee, very dark
it's too dark for it to end
and I care what you think
and I care what you think
I don't care what you think
coffee, coffee, coffee
hug me. I miss you
coffee, coffee, coffee
big deal
Gull
I want to sing and fly. fly and sing
and don't think about your words, your cruel words
I just want to breathe. breathe with all your might
I want to live
I want happiness and tears. ordinary tears
and not remember what happened yesterday, like it was yesterday
I want to go straight to the stars. to the very stars
and not know anything about you, not know anyone before you
I want to be invisible, invisible, inaudible, not recognized by anyone
I want to be weightless, like feathers, independent of gravity
I want to be impossible, unthinkable, unacceptable, wrong
I want to live
seagull, fly
seagull, fly
seagull, fly
If
if the verse worked out
if the year was right
if only there was less falsehood
if the light turned on
if you had stayed
if only everything was as before
if only everything was as before
to change something
I'll have to die
if the world woke up
it would be a little easier
if only
if the circle were closed
if we could
if only we could
to change something
I'll have to die
I'll have to die
River
there was a little mess inside me
I raise my hands there at the lighthouse
don't judge me, tell me how is this possible
and I am writing you a letter in my notebook
and leave an ellipsis at the end
and anything but stay up
and I'm looking for your face in my face
such a sharp, unheard of pain
such a strange desire to fall
something about me and alcohol
and this something has power over me
lights come on in high-rise buildings
I come out to meet you lightly
we'll be alone tonight
a body was found in the river this morning
Somersault
so cold and dark, cold and dark
I better lay low, need to lie low
who hid in the head, hid in the head
I know the movement of the moons, I remember the movement of the eyelids
back somersault, somersault
in half, across
back somersault, somersault
back somersault, somersault
in half, across
read between the lines, between the lines
back somersault, somersault
the ceiling is flying, the ceiling
somersault
Mountain
slowly, slowly, slowly the snow is falling
you see time, I see light
someone stranger crept up on tiptoe from behind
strange tribe, all thirty years
You're lying. you're all lying
and the mountain says no
You're lying. you're all lying
and the mountain says no
slowly, slowly, slowly I'm falling
you see tears, I see the bottom
I was told that there is sadness in the city
sows questions, looks out the window
You're lying. you're all lying
and the mountain says no
You're lying. you're all lying
and the mountain says no
no, no, no
impossible, impossible, impossible
the mountain says no
the mountain says no
the mountain says no
our hair grew back
we grew feelings
having had enough of the voice
became sad
and the day rolled on abandoned
life has gone sideways
madly tired
somewhere equally
Live in your head And love you unjustifiably, desperately Live in your head And kill you unknowingly, accidentally Unknowingly, unintentionally And listened to the quiet ocean And saw the cities. And they believed in eternal love And they thought - forever To live in your head And to love you unjustifiably, desperately To live in your head And to kill you unknowingly, accidentally Unknowingly, unintentionally Got confused in complete darkness Turned on their lights The sky collapsed in the room Left all alone Live in your head And love you unjustifiably, desperately Live in your head And kill you unknowingly, accidentally Unknowingly, accidentally
I board an empty evening bus. There is no one in the salon except the controller and some guy sitting with his back to me. Everything seems somehow faceless. Cold. Dank. There is impenetrable darkness outside the window. Sometimes the headlights of cars flying past flash, and snowflakes slowly dance in the air, standing out brightly in the darkness. In the night sky, which is covered with heavy clouds, it is impossible to see the silver moon and distant stars. It smells damp and dusty, the seats are locked in brown leather. Here and there it tore, releasing yellowed material. I pay for the fare, calmly walk through the cabin and find out young man you. An electric discharge rushes through the body. You look out the window, watch the flight of miniature shiny snow crystals, listening to music on your headphones and not noticing anything around. I sharply turn my face away so that you don’t have time to see him, I sit down on the farthest seat and glare at your back, stitching thousands of holes there. Unable to take my eyes off. Look out the window, at the ad, at the seat, at least somewhere, just not to see these shoulders, this neck, these dark hair, sticking out from under the hat - everything that was once dear and familiar to me. Everything I felt dizzyingly drawn to. But I can't help but look. Or not to breathe, because your damn smell filled, it seems, every cubic millimeter of the bus, penetrated into my lungs, forcing me to noisily inhale air. God... I loved you once. Unjustified. Desperately. And you loved me back. She settled in your head, in your consciousness, lived there, killing you simply with her existence. Unconsciously. Accidentally. I wanted to be you, breathe you, look at you, be your meaning, thoughts, essence. I lived in you. Just like you in me. Funny. We naively imagined ourselves as a single whole, a single system, a single universe. And they didn’t even dare to think otherwise. Two small tributaries merged into a rushing river, drowning in each other, forming a perfect sum. Only rivers can dry up. Do you remember how we walked on the rooftops? How they sat, it seemed, at the top of the entire universe, saw the city, the lights flickering in the darkness were reflected in our eyes. They kissed, illuminated by the dim moon and distant stars, and wanted nothing more. Just to be together. Just to continue to love and not separate your wet hands, exchanging warmth. Stupid. We believed in eternal love. And they thought - forever. And then impenetrable darkness came. We confused in complete darkness, not seeing anything, not understanding anything, not giving an account of their actions. They moved at random and did exactly the same thing. Our fire has gone out. We no longer live together, but exist separately from each other. We destroyed, extinguished, scattered that flame. The red flame of love that burned between us and kept us close. They trampled the fire with their own feet. They turned on their lights. We were left completely alone. You stood up and walked to the doors. He carelessly glanced at me. Our eyes locked for a moment. Spark. The cold indifference in your eyes was replaced by a burning storm: run, hold you close, kiss those alluring lips, like once before. Then the pain stings you with green poison and you turn away, squeezing the handrail so that your knuckles seem to almost tear the skin. You clench your jaw and bite your lip. You get off the bus without even turning around. Because you actually don’t care for a long time. And I shouldn't care. That's how it is, in principle. A bleeding wound that suddenly opens heals again, leaving a neat scar. Our paths diverged long ago, we are no longer the same people. Now we are strangers. And this was just a moment of weakness. Stop loving you. So unjustified. And so desperately.
There are people with souls as deep as the ocean, in whom you want to plunge. And there are people, like puddles, that you have to go around so as not to get dirty.
We always believe in something good: in life after death, in friendship after sex, in eternal love. Faith is a wonderful, but sometimes deceptive feeling.
You shouldn't live in the past and future. There is no one in the past, and in the future, there is no one yet. You need to live in the present.
You only need to thank a man in two cases. If He leaves your life once and for all. Or if it stays in it once and for all.
And it’s not your fault that my soul is gnawing,
I sentenced myself to you...
What a pity that memory cannot be killed.
She alone is ruining our lives.
How painful it is to remember everything and live...
With the ridiculous phrase “Time heals”!
It's a pity that now it's not possible to talk to some people like before. Just at one moment, something changed and it all ended.
I decided that I wouldn’t expect anything at all. Nothing and no one. I feel good as is. Without everyone. Just live. Just for myself. Just for fun. What is destined will come on its own.
There's nothing better than memories. And there is nothing worse either.
Live in your head.
Live in your head.
Unconsciously, accidentally.
And listened to the Pacific Ocean.
And they saw cities.
And they believed in eternal love.
And they thought: “Forever.”
Live in your head.
And loving you unjustifiably, desperately.
Live in your head.
And kill you unknowingly, accidentally.
Unconsciously. Accidentally.
Confused in complete darkness.
They turned on their lights.
The sky collapsed in the room.
We were left completely alone.
Live in your head.
And loving you unjustifiably, desperately.
Live in your head.
And kill you unknowingly, accidentally.
Unconsciously. Accidentally.
Live in your head. Live in your head.
Live in your head.
Unconsciously, unintentionally.
And listened to the Pacific Ocean.
And saw the city.
And believe in everlasting love.
And thought: "Forever."
Live in your head.
And love you unfairly, desperately.
Live in your head.
And kill you unconsciously inadvertently.
Entangled in the dark.
Turned on their lights.
Hit air in the room.
Left all alone.
Live in your head.
And love you unfairly, desperately.
Live in your head.
And kill you unconsciously inadvertently.
Unconsciously. Unintentionally.
Live in your head.
